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Victim Becomes

from Attestments by Indisposed

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lyrics

Getting off
on shame, your reprise
you shatter good counts
with sour green eyes

false accounts
I didn't testify
Count yourself!
Count yourself, count yourself now.


And I will remind him he’s worth no grace
Reputation, a fickle self- conscious gain Vanity
attention to amnesty! you are to blame every time

I hope that you know what it's like
to be held down by—

I hope that you know what its like
to be fucking held by the
throat——

And to be told
stay quiet
And quiet I stayed

approached, he said
Can I forgive you?
Can I forgive you?

Stop. Pause.
examine his
modes and maneuvers
modes and maneuvers

I test back
Gaslight the abuser
Burn out the accuser

a wounded pause,
tainted my assessment

Can I attest ?
Can I attest his?
I wrote him again again and again.

'I hope
you know
what its like

To be held
down by—

I hope
you know
what its like

to be fucking held by the --
hand.
to understand
love without doubt
Or pain without
a hate that breeds like a cancer
transfers, through every love thereafter
Into
Nausea

borderline,
vacant, nausea

relying on all eyes but your own
it's what you know

With every hand you take there's
The malignant itch to feel it break
slow
Under pressure


The languor in his speech
brazen malady.
false
I despise you

Exacerbate my doubts
Falsify my own account
So well
Under pressure

And I don't forgive you at all
people are hell the mirrors they call out
I will break you
With slow pressure


Victim becomes the
victim becomes the
Victim becomes the
Abuser

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from Attestments, released September 29, 2017

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Indisposed Chicago, Illinois

Emo & Skramz.
Chicago based.

Nina Palumbo (Guitar + Vocals), George Bach(Bass), Andrew Robbins (Guitar), and Goose Diegans (Drums + Vocals)
indisposed.chi@gmail.com

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