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Indisposed

from Letters To by Indisposed

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"An ode to overcoming sickness, learning to love and hold space for yourself, and remembering friendships formed in 2016. To those friends, I love you forever." - Nina

lyrics

I stare through the window
But the light feels so far away
I stare through the window
but it’s screams stand back
don’t try today

indisposed by these trips to the doctor
incapacitated. No tunnel in sight
sobriety’s more expensive than the profit
so how can I give myself
when there’s nothing to give

maybe someday I’ll love you,
but I can’t keep the sickness at bay
maybe someday I’ll follow through
but this pain’s left me counting my days

writing for everyone but myself
ignoring my own chapters
I chase mangled threads
The windows closing, I see it.
And if I don’t try now, I might be dead

I love the sweetness in you when I see it
Word of mouth shows there’s none in sight
but I’ll never get a confirmation If I contemplate
and not try

there must be some way to follow through but
each touch gets worse by the day
maybe someday I’ll hold you, but til then
I’m just keeping pace

this weak mind’s out of things to say
looking for a purpose
yet again, I’m lost, not found
a terse encounter botched this
yet again, I’ve lost don’t try
How many times can you repeat the same lines
How many times can you repeat the same lies
How many excuses can you make
to stop living your life

just fight for your life
(time it takes just to time it takes
I’d trade this all away. Just to stay)

You’ve been here before
just here

just fight for your life .
(time it takes just to Time it takes—
II’d trade this all away. just to stay well)

how many times can you repeat the same lines
how many times can you repeat the same lies
the love you left in Boston and the
friends you left behind
(cause you're just here
wasting away)
days gone and past

The road you felt a love for once
your lips now hardly part
the rooftops where you spilled your heart alive
have you forgot
that you’re just here
Wasting away.

Remember
you’re here
here

you’ve been here.
you’ve been here.
maybe some day

Maybe someday I’ll be well.
Maybe someday I’ll be well.

I remember the drive home
And I remember the sickness I bore alone

credits

from Letters To, released November 28, 2020
mixed/ recorded by Dylan Piskula
mastered by Will Killingsworth @ Dead Air Studios


guitar/vocals (nina palumbo)
drums (goose diegans)
vocals (sam kim)
bass (rebecca young)

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Indisposed Chicago, Illinois

Emo & Skramz.
Chicago based.

Nina Palumbo (Guitar + Vocals), George Bach(Bass), Andrew Robbins (Guitar), and Goose Diegans (Drums + Vocals)
indisposed.chi@gmail.com

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