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Stridulate

by Indisposed

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dedicated to my father

lyrics

efforts to retract as I cycle through the moments
I can't take back. I can’t take back
I won’t take it back to the second his heart stopped
cold hands, hospital beds

cold hands, hospital beds
a circle of prayers
pressed together, such illogical sense
thoughts begin to speed up
Stridulate

just count to ten
just count to ten
just count to ten
just count to ten

I can’t —I won’t
I won’t take it back
I can’t — I won’t
I just I just I just spent every last chance
his grave can’t talk back
I don’t want to be haunted by regret
his grave can’t talk back
his grave won’t talk back
last chance

as you rise
in sun, dusk, (space), time

your petals wilted in a corner
from the funeral that brought no closure
I accepted forgiveness through only pity
I dreamt I’d feel peace when you passed

but death was the cheapest theft
Closed-eyed envy, a moon waned, shadows dance
never given what I needed, count my losses, & bury the hatchet

you’re just a symbol choking on
you’re just a symbol
you’re just a symbol choking on
your last breath

your last breath
I choose love instead

one and the same, magnifying the absolute meaning in everything
one and the same, magnifying the absolute meaning in everything
go rest in (your) peace

credits

released July 21, 2022
Drums: Goose Diegans
Lyrics, Guitar, Screams: Nina P
Bass: George Bach
Guitar: Andrew Robbins

mixed & recorded by Pete Grossman @ Bricktop Recording

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Indisposed Chicago, Illinois

Emo & Skramz.
Chicago based.

Nina Palumbo (Guitar + Vocals), George Bach(Bass), Andrew Robbins (Guitar), and Goose Diegans (Drums + Vocals)
indisposed.chi@gmail.com

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