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by Indisposed

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Coming From This Place Blue Veins, worsen Sour blood thickens Victim mind coercion roots rot deep false A-verse, Proverb Paternally deterred I am not a province You bred me to fail and I will not you will fucking rot bottles broken their light wave just like Flags of defeat Progress, is hard when, I Burn out so quick Blank halls and white walls and all my, all my, progress stalls and is there—- a-way OUT dread from the banister swings my doubt, voices coaxing coercive and loud there your way OUT there’s your way so much depends on — maintaining equilibrium but do i have that strength. all my life is here, but I don't feel it no I don't feel myself So much depends on maintaining equilibrium but I don't have the strength all my friends are here, but I don't see them. Coming From This Place, I fear coming from this place. dread from the banister swings my doubt, voices coaxing coercive and loud there hangs a way out. Contact made but connections lost Breaks in the static; shots in dark looking for reason in the people I love missing each and every mark Home is where the heart was and no longer is. Every new hand I shake I see the grip but I don’t feel the touch coming from this place you’ve made me in this place To all the friends that I love I’m truly sorry Fingers Held, and roads traveled but I’ve always taken I never handled and Im still searching for a way Out fingers held roads traveled love taken but never handled and Im still stuck in a way dread from the banister swings my doubt, voices coaxing coercive and loud they say hang it's your only way out
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without pride I cast aside cast aside dignity repeat then return defective parity of our skin wasted abject to poverty by your slight Late night transgressions that keep me from sleep Dejected dejected souls Rot bodies not growing hours add up the grains, withered in soil depleted yet Inference fertile and Infrared deceit Keeps glaring Glaring with intent to hurt me gently but covert and you're still here in my thoughts there's a space for you and the narrative persists, an exposition so clear, but you gave it all a way, all yourself away the narrative persists with your faithless vows, faithless vows Hell-bent on discerning truth, and I knew it would end with you, through the fire down below, I'll wave you down and I'll say to you. I SAVED A SPACE FOR YOU I SAVED A SPACE FOR YOU I've got a place for you I've got a place for you Hell-bent on founding out farce loyalty and your whereabouts I've saved a space for you Farce loyalty and your whereabouts
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The flesh tears kills us The flesh tears kills us God Disgust trust Gone I won't be here long
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Getting off on shame, your reprise you shatter good counts with sour green eyes false accounts I didn't testify Count yourself! Count yourself, count yourself now. And I will remind him he’s worth no grace Reputation, a fickle self- conscious gain Vanity attention to amnesty! you are to blame every time I hope that you know what it's like to be held down by— I hope that you know what its like to be fucking held by the throat—— And to be told stay quiet And quiet I stayed approached, he said Can I forgive you? Can I forgive you? Stop. Pause. examine his modes and maneuvers modes and maneuvers I test back Gaslight the abuser Burn out the accuser a wounded pause, tainted my assessment Can I attest ? Can I attest his? I wrote him again again and again. 'I hope you know what its like To be held down by— I hope you know what its like to be fucking held by the -- hand. to understand love without doubt Or pain without a hate that breeds like a cancer transfers, through every love thereafter Into Nausea borderline, vacant, nausea relying on all eyes but your own it's what you know With every hand you take there's The malignant itch to feel it break slow Under pressure The languor in his speech brazen malady. false I despise you Exacerbate my doubts Falsify my own account So well Under pressure And I don't forgive you at all people are hell the mirrors they call out I will break you With slow pressure Victim becomes the victim becomes the Victim becomes the Abuser

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released September 29, 2017

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Indisposed Chicago, Illinois

Emo & Skramz.
Chicago based.

Nina Palumbo (Guitar + Vocals), George Bach(Bass), Andrew Robbins (Guitar), and Goose Diegans (Drums + Vocals)
indisposed.chi@gmail.com

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