Mason Kid

by Indisposed

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reduced to this rage
emulsified hate
impact on concrete
he had no remorse

the tourniquet loosened its grip
pathetic excuse for ‘consciousness’
white veils turn quick to black

father said
at raptured hand
‘is this is who I am ?’
and where am I going?

the pavement cracked
disturbing mass
the ‘coward’ struck
hollow ground

from the balcony
he fell
he fell

his father's reich
mosaic glass
forced to wear
A splintered crown

It tore, it tore him apart

keep him far from my thoughts
from harm, from harm
the mark

is a shadow
of what I'm not
I’m not to become

he sputtered his last respite, as a choir sung
hands pressed firm to gather his last words.
have I lived wrong?

there is no ‘good’ left in me
can I?
can I call ‘safe’?

aren't we all —
the summation of
the blood and the soul——?

every action a debt
a carcass on my chest

intentions rot
perspective off
he lived a wholesome life
baptized and purified

but ethos gray,
values stripped away.
before he took his life
in spring of 98.

Will I become?
Will I become?

values stripped away
all my ethos gray
he had no remorse
he had no remorse
values stripped away
all my ethos gray

rorschach landscapes
blood on asphalt
he had no remorse, he had no remorse.
I see no value, symbol nor meaning
who have I become
and will I be judged?


released June 20, 2019
Recorded at Wall of Sound in Chicago by Adrian Kobziar
Mastered by Pete Grossmann


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Indisposed Chicago, Illinois

Soft Emo Skramz with a dash of Post Rock.
Chicago based.

Nina Palumbo (Guitar + Vocals), Rebecca Young (Bass), Sam Kim (Guitar), and Goose Diegans (Drums)
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